I asked God to give me a Burning Bush. I wanted him to shout down from the heavens and declare what I needed to be doing. I wanted a Burning Bush. I wanted the water to move for me and damn it, I wanted lighting.
I got it alright.
On His time.
I also got a big lesson in being faithful. That I utterly failed at.
I relapsed. I stayed out for 3 days. Today I am working on my first 24 hours. Again.